The Girl...

Its been way too long since i have written a blog haha!! I am very sorry for people who actually read this. lol

I have had an awesome weekend, and I am very much looking forward to christmas!! I have wrapped all the presents and got a very cool present for Tomm, which i know for sure that he will absolutely love so i am so very excited to see his gorgeous face open it! Only 3 days until christmas huh..  i cant believe how quickly it has gone at all!!! Millie is very excited and is doing a Christmas Countdown, and is being extremely spoilt haha!

I have spent my weekend with my gorgeous boyfriend Tomm, a quiet friday, a blank saturday haha, and an awesome lazy sunday/monday playing Call of Duty:Modern Warfare2! On saturday night i went out with Tomm, went to a house party which was a bit quiet, was going to go home but ended up going out somehow, ahaha to the 2 pigs and drunk way too many cheap (£3) Double Vodka Cherryades (goes down just like cherryade doesnt even taste like vodka and is very deadly) Ended up seeing 3 amazing friends, Joe, Josh and Dave. Made a complete fool out of myself and definately dont remember much at all. Apart from being sick for a good 20 mins haha how embarassing!! If i dont remember it, it didnt happen haha.. Mel tried to tell me about it today but i'd rather not know haha!!!  

Fallen in love all over again with City and Colour, and Dallas Green. What an amazing guy!! Most talented man, and rather good looking too, he has a nice beard and tattoos, and definately an amazinggggg voice!! Incredible voice!!! Everybody should watch this video <3

I got my feet tattooeddddd :) they look amazing!! Thanks to No Regrets Glos!!

Nativity Play!

So this morning I went to drop Millie off at school as I do everyday, and I was meant to be helping out, but the teacher told me that the last showing of the school nativity play and there wasn't any tickets left :( So i went to reception and asked whether i could stand at the back! They said they weren't sure if i could! I managed to get in eventually and bagged myself a front row seat!! WOO..  So my cute little daughter was dressed up as a twinkling star and looked absolutely fab!!

So this week has seemed to go pretty slowly, I think its because I have been missing Tomm lots, he has alot of coursework to do and exams next week so he has lots of revision to be doing, but hopefully i will get to see him this weekend! Fingers crossed!!  I spent some time with my friends 5 month old daughter yesterday, Debs txt me at 10am asking whether i could look after Baya! Turns out her boyfriend of 4 years has decided he can't cope anymore and has left them! :( 2 weeks before christmas. It has made me so angry, and now all i can worry about is how she is going to cope. As a lone parent myself i appreciate and understand exactly how hard it is, and I am going to help out as much as i can. I just feel very sorry for this poor little girl who is going to grow up without her daddy being around. :(

Yesterday i got a nice new phone! Its so good. Nokia 5530 Expressmusic, came with a 4g memory card, its a nice little pink and silver touchscreen phone, with wifi etc etc. I love it!!

I am getting bored of having normal colour hair again, i dont know what to do. I can never keep my hair blonde. I always go blonde, then red, then pink and do a cycle everytime, Blonde, then red, then pink! Haha.. I'd appreciate it if i could get some ideas?! so feel free to let me know!

Tattoo Day!

soooooo i got a new tattoo today!!!
not anywhere near finished..

the top of the sleeve will have a city skyline silhouette, with a moon, and pollution clouds
and underneath will be like a river of toxic waste
eventually it will be about 3quarters long
SOOOOOOO happy with it <3

As usual my sister has to upset me!! Telling me its the most ridiculous thing ive ever done etc etc. but what does she know, shes boring, and prudish... so fuck her!!

I LOVE IT!! 

Christmas shopping tomorrow!! Not really sure what to get but im sure i will find something when im in town :)

But the bad thing of my day today :( I miss Tomm lots :( He is back at uni in oxford so i have to miss him until saturday!! but heyyy its worth the wait :)

Love to everyone ♥

Okay, I'm new to this...

I always think when I write a blog 'who the hell is going to read about my boring, monotonous life' but hey I'm going to give it a shot!!

I figure i best start with a short introduction into the life of me, as things will make little sense without an explanation, so here goes ...
I am a 23 year old mother to a wonderful 4 year old daughter called Millie and have a wonderful boyfriend called Tomm. I live in my own little quiet flat and spend most of my time playing xbox 360 - Call of Duty: Modern Warfare2 whilst my daughter is at school. I am currently looking for a job, but i like to draw and like to think i am working on a tattoo design portfolio (currently not doing much :/) and maybe someday i will design my own clothes or become a tattoo apprentice! I've decided to enter a competition! I have to design a logo for a local club night in Cheltenham.

"DESIGN COMPETITION:

In the New Year we are going to be giving away free stuff to students in Cheltenham such as bags, t-shirts, stationary...whatever we decide on really...and we want a super wicked cool design on them to make them socially acceptable to use every day. This is where you creative minded people come in to play.
There is NO SET THEME for the design, it just simply needs to contain ACADEMIA within it somewhere. So go crazy. Go wild. Create a masterpiece and you could have your design printed on loads of stuff to be distributed around the campuses.
Also the winning design will be made into a HUUUUGE work of art to be displayed at Academia in the club each week.
Deadline is Thursday 17th December via e-mail to me.
Winner announced on Christmas Eve during the clubnight."

So yeah i figured i'd give it a go and see what I can come up with :D and also Tomm wants me to design a little logo for his project... so I have lots of little things to keep me busy

I went to see New Moon last Friday and I LOVED it so so so much!! It was incredible, and Jacob has got so muscular, everyone loves Edward but nope I am a Jacob fan! He is by far THE best ha ha But let me say, what the hell was with all the fighting with the Volturi at the end?! I mean that doesn't even slightly happen in the book! its like an added part which isn't even really needed!! But anyway it still was amazing!! Tomm and I are going so well, I never want him to leave, hes only been gone from mine for a couple of hours and I miss him already Sad I know but I love him so much!! We went to my nan and grandads for lunch today with my family, roast dinner at the family's house must have been quite nerve-wracking for him! He met my auntie, uncle, cousins, sister, grandad, step father and to be honest, did really well. I am pretty sure everyone loves him <3>

I've always been very jealous of my sister, shes 22 years old (1yr 6 months younger than me) and she has her little life so perfect, she has a bf who she has been with since she was 15, who loves her very much and they are so perfect it makes me feel sick. She has a wonderful job with a financial advisor (which pays lots of money) she is working on a degree in geography, and business. She drives a nice car and has her own little cottage in a picturesque little village with her fucking boyfriend. (yeah i am green with envy) but today for the first time i felt like some of this envy had disappeared!!! As Tomm looked at me and said 'Sian, you don't need to be jealous anymore, 7 years down the line we will have a perfect relationship and everything will be amazing' Butterflies were felt almost immediately, my little cheeks went bright pink, and as my lips touched his everything felt perfect. And I believe him!!! I really really do believe him. I have never ever felt this, i have never trusted anyone, and most certainly have never been in a relationship which I actually feel will last forever. Maybe I'm being a little naive but who cares. I am living for this moment and this feeling which will last forever.